Without going into the details, an ultrasound confirmed our baby will not be joining our family in December. At this point, all I can say is that I even more appreciate my two children and the everyday miracle of their healthy pregnancies and births. And my friends who support me and are taking care of those little miracles today. And my ob who intuitively understands my appreciation for my body's design. And that I do have that appreciation, understanding and perspective to understand that these things happen and while I am sad sad sad, I know it will be okay.
Two out of three isn't bad.